As if

I saw your sacrifices many times
Even when I’m not there
You put me first
You forget yourself


I have a guilty feelings
When I’m alone with myself
When you should be first
Where I should forget myself


I’m a witness of your love
I’m aware of your care
I have a guilty feelings
When I compare myself with yourself

As if
this love, this care
Gone be wasted on me
As if
You gone be poisoned
By life, by love, by me


I should influence life
I should give meaning to love
I should change myself
As if
You are my reason to live
As if
Your heart gives meaning to mine